First Trouble

Dear Toh-neeh-oh,

I'm so excited because I get to see you in a couple of hours! :">

I couldn't wait for Monday and Tuesday to be over. Thankfully they are! So tell me, will I still feel this way when you leave me in a couple of months? :| Hopefully not, that would be terrible.

Ugh, today is a sad sad day. You were annoyed with me because I wasn't able to tell you about the BBQ. I didn't mean to! ARGH! Sad sad day indeed. >:*< I hope you still like me.

I went to Reena's today to get some work done, but we ended up procrastinating. Haha, yesterday I was busy playing Disgaea. Gosh I procrastinate way too much!

Oh well, I feel so tempted to sleep so that time would go by faster, but I have some things to do. Haha, keep me awake with your texts ok!

Yours,
Tata

P.S. I like you (and I really really miss you)!

"Absence makes the heart grow fonder." - Proverb

Framed Perception

Last night. I wanted to be with you so much. Oh gosh. :|

Addiction!

Fortunate Toaster

Last week was great!

I wasn't able to write about all the days, but here's a couple of small snippets. So we don't forget. ;)

August 23, Monday, you weren't in uni. I was still a bit sick, but I was able to get to uni. Late for the Ops lab though. I had my Marketing test this day. The test was ok. Did you know I lost my phone this day and someone returned it. @___@

August 24, Tuesday, is a day I can't remember. Oh gosh! I'm going to ask you. >:) You replied "Nagkita tayo?" What kind of response is that? I need details! Oh wait, did I go home early? ARGH. I can't remember. FAIL. Elaborate! Ok, you remembered. This was that day when I went to meet up with you and Karyn for lunch, and then we ended up having Chinese, but then you had to go and then we went shopping! Oh yeah! Awesome! :*


August 25, Wednesday, was my Ops test. We met up in the library and we had lunch together. It was the day you discovered the Chocolate with Nuts Korean Pancake. Woot! We had Hulu Cat too.

YAY.


August 26, Thursday, was our morning thursdate and my failed card in your bag surprise. I already have a separate entry for that. Here's the link (Floating Wink).


August 27, Friday, was your test and we had dinner with friends. :} But we also spent lunch together in Westfield. I made a separate entry for that as well. :*
Here's the link (Furtive Throws)!

Woohoo. Recaps are so much fun!

I'm not sure how many times I'm going to be with you during the break. Hopefully I don't miss you too much!

-_____-

Furtive Throws

Dear FT,

It was the last day of uni yesterday. You had a test in the morning and then you finished your assignment and I was able to meet up with you at around 12. We went to HSB to look for the drop box for your paper. It took us a while to find it, as we were looking on the wrong floor. FAIL.

Speaking of fails. It took you so long to find the card! GOSH! >:D< My boyfriend is so funny.


Anyway, we took the free bus to Britomart and I was threatening to kidnap you and make you miss class. Of course I didn't do it, but still, there was a huge possibility that I would have.

We went to Westfield and we saw a glimpse of JELLOW. Haha, plus we got to see some awesome cards. It's becoming a hobby, looking at cards and taking videos of you.

Window shopping is always fun especially when its with you. :"> The kiss me and flower was so cute on you! Hihihihi. :))

After eating we went back to uni, I took you to your class. I went to meet up with Pin and Karyn and we went to the Sky Tower. Where we were able to take a lot of pictures! <3

Dinner was nice.  I was able to get a lot of the latest gossip. Momotea was ok. I finally got the pearls, the Hulu Cat slush without the pearls were a total fail. HAHAHAHA. But the best part was the time I spent with you! Walking and bus rides included.

I promise to behave from now on. You too!

Yours,
Tata

P.S. I like you! >:*<

"We are often unprepared for the truth, which is why truth is revealed to us progressively" - Chip Brogden

Floating Wink

Dear FT,

Busy week again, but it's finally over for me. Lucky! :)

I kidnapped you this morning so you couldn't study. Sorry >.<, but I just really wanted some alone time with you. I'm so evil. I keep on distracting you!

We went down Albert park and crossed the bridge to AUT. I kissed you in the middle of the bridge in front of everybody. I bought some chocolate korean pancakes for you to eat. Mwahahaha... And then we scoured Elliot St. for other things we can eat. I ended up buying some sushi and that red bean donut. Did you like it?

We sat down near down fountain at High St. >:) I stole kisses from you! Hahaha!

To be honest the hour and a half wasn't enough for me. I wanted to spend more time with you. I was even considering missing class, but anyway, I had class and you went away and then I waited for you to come back and I snuck a card into your bag which you still haven't seen. Fail. Hopefully you spot it sometime today.

Good luck on your test Potato. >:D< Thank you for being with me!

Yours,
Tata

P.S. I like you! :*

"You are what I never knew I always wanted." - Fools Rush In

Fanda Tables

Dear FT,

We all know we're just Panda's in the inside.

August 19 was a good day. I was feeling slightly feverish and you weren't able to finish your assignment but not everything is perfect.

Side note: I can't believe you said you were finished though. :|

I met up with you a few minutes before we went to see Pin. She gave you the bread dough. Then we made our way to Britomart. We were talking about something I can't remember. And then I mentioned popcorn. And suddenly we were lining up to buy tickets for Knight and Day.

You're so random. :* It was an ok movie, a little bit dragging at some parts, but I was happy to be with you. We did discover that the cinema seat dividers could go up and down. Woot!

We had Korean food for dinner. I think it was at that point where I realized that you're a really nice guy, because you ate everything I gave you. Totally awesome. :">

We walked down to Britomart, checked the bus time and then made our way to the docks where I tried to take advantage of you. HAHAHAHAHA. Joke!

When we were on our way home, we saw Tim. :)) You took the bus all the way to my house and you took the last bus home. >:D<

In all honesty, while you were there I didn't feel the pain.

Thank you for this awesome Thursdate.

Happy two weeks!

Yours,
Tata

P.S. I like you more! :">

"Attraction is not a choice" - David DeAngelo

Four Tricks

Dear Fatato,


August 18, was a Wednesday. First: We were together in the morning.


A few minutes before my class we went to UBS with Karyn and I gave you another card about hugs. You're just so huggable. <3

Second: After my class I went to meet you at the quad and I had noodles (:">) and we had ice cream. I was starting to feel a little bit off that day.

You took me to my next class and was late for yours. O_____O

Third: I just realized that you waited with me until the PMI meeting started. We had curly fries with other BBIM friends. :} And the momentous moment of Tim's "I have no accent"

After the PMI meeting, I wasn't able to catch the 7:30 bus, I caught the 8:30 one.

Fourth: You met up with me in Greenlane. And you gave me a cupcake.

You're too sweet. <3

It's been a really awesome day today. I've been with you on four separate  times on the same day. It's insane. Oh gosh.

Yours,
Tata

P.S. I like you!

Let's be stupid together? ;)

Fingers Tell

Dear FT,

My previous recap of the overall awesome week turned into a rant. Sorry! -_- This is take two.

I should meditate off all the bad vibes first. RAWR.

Bad vibes are gone. <3

August 17, was a Tuesday. It was breakfast picnic day. My darn phone decided to kill off its internal speakers on me, so I had to put you on speakers every time I called you. I remember we were talking the night before and I was trying to color the rest of the signs. I failed to finish it because you thought I was doing something important. Rats! I had to do it on the bus. :))

I was also looking at metservice every so often to check if it would rain or not. It didn't. :) I was at high street looking for dessert when you finished class. It was a good... morning.

After my class, I went to watch a movie ("sine") with Andrea and Reena. You decided to wait for me. You were supposed to do your assignment but you fell asleep. Tsk tsk.

I went back up to get my things and then we went to Britomart. Oh wait, we went to get some cake first. :) And then we waited for the bus, but we weren't able to get a seat. It's your fault! :))

HAHAHAHAHA.

Yours,
Tata

P.S. I like you!

"A kiss is a lovely trick designed by nature to stop speech when words become superfluous" - Ingrid Bergman

Fleeting Tsss

Dear FT,

I've been so consumed this week with a lot of things that I wasn't able to do my usual bloggities for you. So here's a couple of things I missed. It might be a long or short post, depending on what I remember.

Be prepared.

Last August 16 was a Monday. We weren't together. You were at home, I was in uni. It was a good day. I was able to attend my classes with an awesome amount of attention, but the only downside was that I wasn't able to see you. At that point, it wasn't really an issue so it was ok. I can't remember much. That's why I really should write after it happens. Argh.

I do remember something about that day though. A confession, for you. I again foolishly talked to Ag. We're not really close, we're more acquaintances than friends but I told him we were friends. I generally like people. It's not being kind, it's just how I am, I like people. With him, I really don't feel threatened nor do I feel any sort of annoyance. What I do feel for him is a sense of overwhelm-sation(That's not a word, I know). I feel overwhelmed by what he says. Perhaps he's looking for a friend, perhaps he has different intentions, it doesn't really matter to me because as far as I'm concerned, he's just another guy.

I've already placed him in an always invisible group in my FB chat anyway. Part of me was already going to do that anyway, part of me was still a bit apprehensive. The only reason why I even have an NZ friends list is because I was testing if I can send an FB message to a certain group. I really didn't want to group anyone, this is out of laziness.

In all honesty I hate the feeling of placing someone in an invisible group. It feels like I'm shutting someone out. On the other hand, maybe this is better for him, because he might have this silly notion that he'll be able to take advantage of me by getting closer. The only real thing that's bugging me about this whole thing is the amount of time you put in to make me transfer him into that list. Next time, just tell me straight out what you want me to do. Don't give me this "It's up to you" kind of response, unless you really feel that it should be up to me. Unless you're really neutral about the whole thing. To a certain extent you have a say and to a certain extent I will yield. I promise.

This blog has just turned into a one off rant. I promised you last night I would be honest. I will never mention him again. Just remember, he's just a guy.

Ok, I'm sorry.

Yours,

Tata

From Ten-Thirty

To Nine-Fifteen

You were with me.

Thank you. <3

Freedom Theory

I've been quite busy these past few days.

Last Tuesday, I went out with Andrea and Reena. And you waited for me.

Last Wednesday, I was with you in the morning, and then you waited for my class to end for lunch and ice cream, and then we you were with me in OGGB while I was waiting for the PMI meeting.

Last Thursday, we had our first date. :*

This Friday I was sick and you came to visit me. @___@ Amazing!

Will elaborate on these more tomorrow (?)

Yosh!

Frozen Turn

It was a Thursday and a Saturday.

I've noticed that as the days of our relationship grow, the closer and sweeter we become. Like fruit, we're slowly ripening up. Hopefully though, we harvest our feelings before they rot.

You sent me a text message in the morning saying:

It really made me think. I've deleted most of the messages in my phone but I've decided to keep this one, just so I can show you if it ever happens. I'm not sure what I want. Love is very complicated. Do I really want to complicate us? I just feel happy when I make you feel happy, but when is the right time to start feeling those feelings? I guess I'll only find out when it happens.

Last Thursday, I was MIA in uni because I was with you. Well partially because I was with you. I made a couple of people worry, but then it was all worth it because I got to spend time with you. Those few hours flew by so fast that I couldn't believe that we were together for that long.

Last Saturday, despite the amount of people around us, I still couldn't stop myself. I remember you were talking about gayuma, perhaps you did use it on me, because I really do like you and I can't keep myself from being with you.

Tomorrow, I'm going to try and sweep you off your feet. :*

I'm always happy when I'm with you.

Fixed Taste

Potato,

I'm getting addicted to you and I think its not healthy. :))

This was our first Saturday together and we got to sleep beside each other as a bonus. Awesome. We went to KG's surprise birthday party and I really had fun. Did you have fun? I was with you most of the time, but you got pretty sleepy early on. Did you drink a lot? I can't remember anything.

I do remember certain things though. >:) You're too much! Joke!

Oh dear mashimaro, what will happen to us? Huh?

Waking up beside you/Not really sleeping beside you is great. How will I ever sleep alone again? Haha, where are we going anyway? I really don't know. Are you scared? I'm not. I think. I really should switch my late evening blogging sessions to the morning. My head is pretty much wasted from this point and I'm starting to type random babbles.

I'll probably update this sometime tomorrow.

Till I see you again!

Yours,
Tata

P.S. I like you. MORE.

Frisson Tales

Mashimaro,

You've just transformed into a fat white rabbit to me. Wikipedia describes him as someone who is "not above using violence to impose his will on others" RAWR!

So today was day four of courting Tonio. It was a partial success? Maybe, it depends on the result. I gave you this cute little box with chocolate hearts on the inside. I forgot to take a picture of it. I was kind of in a hurry and I wasn't able to get you a card cause you finished earlier than expected. FAIL. And then I sort of blew my cover and you saw me before you were able to open my locker. FAIL part deux.

But it seemed that you were surprised! :"> Woot. Are you going to say yes to me anytime soon? Haha, I hope so!

I got to spend a majority of the day with you. It was great. I feel clingy, I should stop. Hahahaha. <3

You rushed in the morning to get on the same bus with me. Thank you! And then you were with me after lunch. Thank you again! And then you even went home with me. Thank you so much!

You're making it impossible for me to go on a day without you, you should stop. Or not. It depends. :)

Yours,
Tata

P.S. I like you

"Kisses honeyed by oblivion" - George Eliot

You're so vain!

Flaming Touches

Dear FT,

HAPPY One week! :)

So this is it. We've made it to a full week. Congratulations!

Last Wednesday was day two of courting you. I opted to go for the RAWR-ing dinosaur. I wasn't able to take a picture of it though. We met up in the library and I was able to give it to you there. And then I wrote this note on a piece of paper and I forgot to color the RAWR part. :)) I colored it while you were studying. Haha, and then we did the whole thing again. Thanks for giving me another chance. >:D<

I was with you for lunch, as well as dinner! Wow, it's been great being with you.

And then today I gave you a card. FAIL. Hahaha, you got here before I could write on it. YOUUUU! :* Today was really interesting. I never knew time could fly by so fast. You were amazing. :)

Yours,
Tata

P.S. I like you!

P.P.S. >:*< and more!

Following Time

Dear FT,


I changed my profile picture last night. It made me feel like we're really a couple. :">
I'm not saying that we aren't one, but it just makes it much more real.

Day one of courting you is done. I gave you kisses! Chocolate kisses! 52 chocolate kisses that you'd hopefully eat when you're better.

I have no idea how you got sick like that. I really hope you get better soon. I missed you. A lot. :) It was really good seeing you.

Yours,
Tata

"Courtship consists in a number of quiet attentions, not so pointed as to alarm, nor so vague as to not be understood." - Laurence Stern

Flowers Tomorrow

Tomato,

Happy 8.9.10! <3

I'm going to try and court you this week. I wonder if its going to work.

We uploaded the pictures in Facebook. Woohoo. I can't stay long, I want to finish my assignments so I can spend more time with you on Thursday!

Yours,
Tata

P.S. I like you

"From small beginnings come great things" - Proverb

Ferry Thing

It was a Thursday.

You had a headache.

You were waiting for me.

It was the submission day for my 296 assignment. I was actually finished but I was waiting for Reena to finish hers because she was using my laptop.

You spent 2 hours sitting down while I was trying to help Reena. And yet even though that was the case, you still patiently waited for me.

When we were finally able to leave, we put most of our stuff in the locker and I made you carry the rest. You were my human bag, pillow, duvet and everything else that day. We went to Britomart and you bought us tickets to Devonport. It was my first time riding the ferry.

The wind was cold, but you very warm.

When we got to Devonport, we walked around the shops to look for food. Lucky for us we were able to find some! I bought chips which you were able to finish (Because you're so great!). We went to the docks first, but the big scary men and trucks chased us away. -_-

On a side note: I really want to go back that awesome shop in Devonport with the pig magnets and everything!

We moved to the park bench and then we watched the clouds change. And then we saw peeks of light slowly going down behind the trees and the buildings. The sun had gone down and I didn't notice because I was busy looking at you.

We moved again. This time to the steps that led to the beach. We sat there for a while, keeping warm and finishing those POTATO chips.

You were very adamant that we walk on the beach. Even if I prefer walking on warm summer nights, I realized that the cold winter nights were also enjoyable (especially since I was with you). :">

Finally we saw this extended rock based dock like thing with a circular rock chair at the end. We raced from and to it.

You gave me a five second headstart. I ran and won! ;)

When we were catching our breath. You said you said you had something you wanted me to listen to. It was quite cold and I had my arms around your waist beneath your jacket. A recorded guitar started playing and then you started singing.

It was very unexpected and very sweet. And I must admit that even at that point, I still had no clue on what you were planning to do.

And then you asked. And then it all made sense.

And then we were together.

We were able to catch the 6:45 ferry to the city. We went up Queen street and went back to uni just in time for the bus home. We finished the night off with lots of hugs and kisses.

It was a really good date. :)

Facebook Telling

FT,

We told Facebook and Facebook told everyone. Now everyone knows.

We're out of the closet.

Yours,
Tata

P.S. I like you.

"All truths are easy to understand once discovered; the point is to discover them." - Galileo Galilei

First Time

Dear Potato,

This blog is for you.

We're in a mystery and I'm so excited to find out what's going to happen next. ❤

I want to write a lot of happy entries for us to remember.

I'm not sure when's the right time to give this to you, but I will. Hopefully by that time, our infinity and beyond of liking each other has become much much better and much much happier.

Yours,
Tata

P.S. I like you.

"A journey of a thousand miles must begin with a single step" - Lao Tzu