Final Time?

She's trying to move on without me. I'm still trying and hoping to make it work. If you don't hear anything after this, you know what happened.

Freezing Temperatures

Dear blog,

It feels so cold. And it's not just because of the approaching winter and rain pouring down these past few days. I don't know, it might be just me but Tata's seems so cold towards me right now. Do I have a right to even complain? We're still technically not together, so I don't know. Anyway, I just feel that the texts have been so formal, and all the spontaneity has just disappeared.

I went to her place this past Saturday. She was quiet and aloof most of the time. I felt really weird and kind of out of place. But that all changed after a few games of Mod Nation Racers. I saw the old Tata come back. The fun-loving, clingy, exciting Tata. I miss her already.

Oh well, I guess this is just a guy in denial rambling on and on. Forgive me.

-Tonio

P.S. I love you Tata.

Frozen Timer

Dear Blog,

We decided to take some time off for now. I hope our time spent apart will indeed help us grow and mature so that we can be better.

Dear Tata,

I love you. I still want to be with you. I'm still here if you need me.

Fleeing Together

Hello APRIL,

This is a month of promises. We're pushing the big seven, and as undutiful I am in my updates with this blog. I feel a blip coming on. You know blips. Those moments when the balloon just loses air and goes bliiiiiiiiiiiip. Or is it bloooop.

Anyway, I'm waiting for something to happen and I don't know what it is. I'm growing restless and I wish I could tell you what I want to happen so you'll do it and we'll be ok. Except, I don't know what it is and I can't tell you something I don't know.

 A few months ago. :"> Even though I ripple our relationship with my weirdness, certain moments just make it better. I'm waiting for something to happen, but I don't know what it is yet.

Lost,

Tata

P.S. Don't you find it weird replacing the vowel of lost produces different meanings. Last = Behind, Lest = To avoid, List = A series of words, Lost = Wandering without direction, Lust = Well you know.

So random. :O