Frigidaire Tonio

Hello blog,

I'm quite the lucky little girlfriend to have a boyfriend as loving as him. This week was full of ups and downs, but I was able to end it with lots of love and gratitude.

My busy week keeps me away from Tonio, but it makes me feel really special when he finds a way to come and see me. I was planning to go see him last Tuesday, however I've already made some plans I had to push through with. Wednesday was supposed to be an after school quick date, but it turned into the quest of the missing wallet. -_-

I thought I wasn't going to see him last Thursday, but I did! He even asked me out! :"> I was so kilig! We had noodles because I was craving noodles.

The truth is, this week was supposed to be money saving week. It was a complete disaster. I spent and spent and spent. However, Tonio was really supportive about the whole thing. He encouraged me and he tried to keep me from spending.I failed, but it's okay.

What's not as okay is eating out and spending too much. Specifically, me making him spend so much. I was thinking of buying him the noodles, I should've. He asked me out, but I insisted on those noodles (that he didn't finish).

My love is not working at the moment, and whatever money he gets I feel as if he spends on me. Point in case, we went out again today and he treated me Pita Pit and American Hotdogs. @___@ I'm a pig and he's a babe. The money he got from baking, he spent to feed me. :|

"Love, I really like it when we go out. I know, it's so expensive and money it tight. Plus, it's true that I might go overboard and over-stressed with a lot of things (like paying bills), but I really enjoy being with you. I hate not having money because it feels so restricting, so I can only imagine how you feel. But going out with you is really nice, if we only you can stop me from spending. :O

Alam mo you should let me treat you (or make me treat you). Honestly though, even if I always feel a little giddy pag dinadate mo ako and linilibre mo ako (kasi parang ang special ko), double naman yung guilt because I know you want a lot of things as well and inuubos ko money mo. :S

So maybe, just let me spend na lang muna, or we should really budget! @___@ GIVE ME YOUR BANK ACCOUNT NA! Uubusin ko na lang yung money mo pag may work ka na >:)) Joke! Well, basta! There should really be a system."

<3
Tata

Fortune's Touch

Dear blog,

I'm sure you've been wondering where we have been. Why we've been gone for more than a month or why there were no anniversary posts.

Well just so you know we aren't broken up! Phew!

Unluckily, we seem to be too busy to post things in. I would disagree (Tonio has a lot of time), but he just wants to post stuff when we fight. >:( Kidding! (I'm only half joking!) He doesn't even reply to my posts. :( Drama! :O

Anyway, we've been doing okay, so don't be too worried. Let me show you the pictures:

Tonio: Your dress is so shapeless. Me: -_-

We were fighting, he was trying to make it up with food.

(No, we didn't fight because of my shapeless dress)

Anniversary! <3 He asked me to be "officially" his girlfriend again.

I visit him and we ate kebab! I bought him a "Poo log".

We walked around the city as tourists and ate at BONGANE.

I'm drunk from your love at Kg's birthday.

We were feeling Japanese at Panmure. We also went to the library,

Taiwanese Festival = So much food.

Newmarket. I was doing my essay and he waited for me! @__@

Too cool at real groovy. NOT.

Fashion Weekend! <3

DOUBLE CHIN at the rugby world cup!

Spring at Albert Park before his Boy's Night Out!

See, we got some great memories stored at my laptop! More to come soon. I hope! <3

Love,
Tata

Fun Tastic

Happiness, you are my happiness.

I love you.

Finding Tonio

I've been discovering a lot about you. A lot of new things. I've realised things I haven't realised before.

I'm talking to you now through chat. I left my phone again at your house! ARGH. :(

Will get back phone tomorrow! Hopefully!

Fish Touring

Hello Blog,

You've missed a lot of drama! It's already June and poor May did not receive any updates of love. TT

I have no stories, as I cannot remember them. May was a blur of work and constant projects! @_____@

05-04 - Graduation, you asked me to be there. And I was. HAHAHAHAHA! I shouldn't have gone, so I could punish you! MWAHAHAHAHA! Joke! -_-

05-05 - DATE! Ok, so we were in this huge fight. But we still went out, that's <3 for you.

We had a fight this night. It was mainly because you didn't want to go home with me. :( It doesn't seem to make sense, but I felt so insecure. Ugh.

You always seem to be waiting for me. Why? Thank you for being patient.

May brought about lots of fights and naughtiness. :* I <3 YOU. A bit.

Kisses,

Tata

Final Time?

She's trying to move on without me. I'm still trying and hoping to make it work. If you don't hear anything after this, you know what happened.

Freezing Temperatures

Dear blog,

It feels so cold. And it's not just because of the approaching winter and rain pouring down these past few days. I don't know, it might be just me but Tata's seems so cold towards me right now. Do I have a right to even complain? We're still technically not together, so I don't know. Anyway, I just feel that the texts have been so formal, and all the spontaneity has just disappeared.

I went to her place this past Saturday. She was quiet and aloof most of the time. I felt really weird and kind of out of place. But that all changed after a few games of Mod Nation Racers. I saw the old Tata come back. The fun-loving, clingy, exciting Tata. I miss her already.

Oh well, I guess this is just a guy in denial rambling on and on. Forgive me.

-Tonio

P.S. I love you Tata.