Finding Tonio

I've been discovering a lot about you. A lot of new things. I've realised things I haven't realised before.

I'm talking to you now through chat. I left my phone again at your house! ARGH. :(

Will get back phone tomorrow! Hopefully!

Fish Touring

Hello Blog,

You've missed a lot of drama! It's already June and poor May did not receive any updates of love. TT

I have no stories, as I cannot remember them. May was a blur of work and constant projects! @_____@

05-04 - Graduation, you asked me to be there. And I was. HAHAHAHAHA! I shouldn't have gone, so I could punish you! MWAHAHAHAHA! Joke! -_-

05-05 - DATE! Ok, so we were in this huge fight. But we still went out, that's <3 for you.

We had a fight this night. It was mainly because you didn't want to go home with me. :( It doesn't seem to make sense, but I felt so insecure. Ugh.

You always seem to be waiting for me. Why? Thank you for being patient.

May brought about lots of fights and naughtiness. :* I <3 YOU. A bit.

Kisses,

Tata

Final Time?

She's trying to move on without me. I'm still trying and hoping to make it work. If you don't hear anything after this, you know what happened.

Freezing Temperatures

Dear blog,

It feels so cold. And it's not just because of the approaching winter and rain pouring down these past few days. I don't know, it might be just me but Tata's seems so cold towards me right now. Do I have a right to even complain? We're still technically not together, so I don't know. Anyway, I just feel that the texts have been so formal, and all the spontaneity has just disappeared.

I went to her place this past Saturday. She was quiet and aloof most of the time. I felt really weird and kind of out of place. But that all changed after a few games of Mod Nation Racers. I saw the old Tata come back. The fun-loving, clingy, exciting Tata. I miss her already.

Oh well, I guess this is just a guy in denial rambling on and on. Forgive me.

-Tonio

P.S. I love you Tata.

Frozen Timer

Dear Blog,

We decided to take some time off for now. I hope our time spent apart will indeed help us grow and mature so that we can be better.

Dear Tata,

I love you. I still want to be with you. I'm still here if you need me.

Fleeing Together

Hello APRIL,

This is a month of promises. We're pushing the big seven, and as undutiful I am in my updates with this blog. I feel a blip coming on. You know blips. Those moments when the balloon just loses air and goes bliiiiiiiiiiiip. Or is it bloooop.

Anyway, I'm waiting for something to happen and I don't know what it is. I'm growing restless and I wish I could tell you what I want to happen so you'll do it and we'll be ok. Except, I don't know what it is and I can't tell you something I don't know.

 A few months ago. :"> Even though I ripple our relationship with my weirdness, certain moments just make it better. I'm waiting for something to happen, but I don't know what it is yet.

Lost,

Tata

P.S. Don't you find it weird replacing the vowel of lost produces different meanings. Last = Behind, Lest = To avoid, List = A series of words, Lost = Wandering without direction, Lust = Well you know.

So random. :O

Feeling Touched

Hello blog,

Tonio doesn’t like you. :(

Boo, so the second of March brings good news. First we are fat, oh joy! Next I’ve seen Tonio more times these weeks as compared to before. So super yay! (Tonio - Super yay din kasi din a niya ako aawayin!) However the most celebrated news is that his road to jobhood is finally moving towards a more exciting path.

Recapping February might be a hard one for me, but I shall try.

The last day of February was the first day of uni. Agitation sort of came in during the weekend making a not so good addition to the “getting angry for the smallest things” weekends I’ve been having.

I might have to cheat this one out and just wish I get to this on the next blog post coming soon because I'm going to be preparing for bed. Ok? :)

See ya soon.

I love you Tonio!

Love,
Tata