Frumpy Table

Dear Boyfriend,

Look what I found in my bag.

It's OUR eclipse that I stole from you last Thursday? Friday? When was it? :)) We're having our break right now. Thanks for the update about Karyn. Stalker! Tsk!

I hope you have fun at home. Take care.

Yours,

Tata

P.S. I lesbians you! :*

Funny Thinking

As I'm typing this, my clock says it's 3:42am. I don't have a reason why I'm still up at this weird time of night other than waiting for you to finish your essay. I have a feeling that I should be doing something, but I can't seem to remember so I'm at a loss of what to do. Look, I even drew a picture of you!

The more I think about it, the less waiting for you makes sense. It's not like I'm helping you with your essay anyway. And it's not like staying awake and waiting for you would have an impact on what you're doing. Hmmm... I don't know. I just want to stay up because you're still up. It's hard to explain really. And no, I don't do this usually.

Maybe it's because I like you. A lot. Or because I lesbian you. Oops, I meant lesbianS. Or maybe even that OTHER L WORD. :O

It's Monday! I get to see you again tomorrow. Hurray!

Yours,
Tonio

Filmed Together

I've said this before and I'll say it again, I still don't get why we take a bajillion pictures every time we're together. Maybe it's a thing for you girls. I don't know, but I'm not complaining. It's fun looking at our photos together. :)

You used to stop me whenever I was trying to take photos of the times when we were together. You used to dislike having "evidence", but look now! BOOM!

Two hands together. Yours and mine. No, wait... OURS. I was sure that there could be something once we started holding hands. And look at us now, isn't this something? :p

I want to hold your hand. Will you hold mine? I won't let go. I promise.

<3s,
Tonio

Flying Twigs

Dear Lesbians,

Our monthsary celebration last Monday was interesting. A lot of things happened that I don't even know what to write. It brought a lot of things to me and now I've come to realize a lot of things.

Last Wednesday was the BBQ. It was great hanging out with friends and being with you. It was sad that you had to leave quite early on, but its was good that I still get to be with you.

Today, we saw each other again. Being with you is simply... addicting.

Tomorrow is another day with you, how am I supposed to spend the next three days after that? Let's see what'll happen.

Write back again on the weekend!

Yours,
Tata

P.S. I lesbians you. :">

"Obsession is a young man's game, and my only excuse is that I never grow old" - Michael Caine

Fantastic Tune

My dearest boyfriend,

I've been writing blogs for a long time. Each one I abandon after a couple of entries, just to start a new one after a while. The last blog I made, I left to write for you (sort of). At the start of our relationship, I wanted to write this blog to show me how our relationship progressed and to serve as a memory bank of all the things we were going to do.

I'm not very good at remembering things and this was a way to make me remember, but amusingly as I continually wrote about us, the more my feelings for you grew. It grew to a point where I'm now motivated to write it for you, so that you won't forget that were good. That what we have is good, if not great.

I decided to show you this for our first monthsary, because I wanted you to see my thoughts, feelings and random posts. I also wanted you to remember what we did and what we have. I'm also sharing this blog with you. You can write in it if you want to. :">

Happy first month! I hope we have more and more amazing months to come.

Yours,
Tata

P.S. I lesbians you.

Flowing Thumps

Dear FT,

I was really happy to see you yesterday!

We met up at around 9 AM, I was getting some cash out and you surprised me from behind. We walked to the train station which is why your sick right now. :(

There weren't a lot of people on the platform that early, so I was able to hug and steal kisses from you. It was my first time to ride a train and it took us less than 2 minutes to reach Sylvia Park. :| Hoyts was still closed when we got there so we were able to look around at Whitcoulls for a bit. We browsed magazines, children's books, fiction, comics and coffee table books. We looked at the cards of course, among other things.

When were finally able to get our tickets, we had to wait around before the movie started. We took a picture in one of those photo booths. I really enjoyed that. Haha!

The movie was great and as a bonus, I enjoyed being close to you while we were watching.

Lunch at burger fuel was awesome. Next time I bet I can finish my own and you only have to help me a bit. HAHAHAHAHA... Going around Sylvia Park and meeting people, looking at shops is something I really enjoy when I'm with you (but please destroy the purple wigged picture. PLEASE!).

Going back to Panmure, mixing up the trains, buying things, walking to your house, entering your house, seeing your family and slightly talking to them was... interesting. I think it was one of the most funnily stressful things I've done. Maybe it's because I really like you or something. This is crazy. You're crazy. Being with you makes me crazy. I really like you.

I really really do. I want to be with you. All the time. I can probably live without you, but I feel like I'd be happier if I was with you. That's what you make me feel. Sometimes when the day is about to end, I anticipate us parting, because at that moment I feel the strongest urge to kiss you. To kiss you in a way that will keep me satisfied until the next time I see you.

I want to kiss you right now.

Yours,
Tata

P.S. I want you.

Fun Tell

Dear FT,

Another day, another step. As each day passes, my like for you grows and grows. :">

Yesterday was interesting. As usual your visits bring about interesting things. We had popcorn, pistachio gelato, bread from bakers delight and your cassava cake. :D It was fun, eating, enjoying each other's company and lazily hanging around among other things. Thank you for coming.

It was fun going back and forth from my house to Botany. HAHAHAHA. It was so sad we missed your bus. Look at this picture I took. It has potatoes in the background.

Awesome day with you as usual. Sorry you missed your bus. I hope you had a good time.

Today was Thursday and we didn't have our Thursdate. Haha, its ok though, Wednesday made it all better and I get to see you tomorrow. Woot! You went to uni and you thought I went without telling you. HAHAHAHAHA. >:*< Of course I'd tell you!

All my depressing thoughts seem to fly out of my head when I talk to you. So always talk to me. Please. :*

I like you. A lot.

I can't wait to see you again.

Yours,
Tata

P.S. I like you and maybe lesbian you. ;)

"If you don't like something change it; if you can't change it, change the way you think about it." - Mary Engelbreit