Final Time?

She's trying to move on without me. I'm still trying and hoping to make it work. If you don't hear anything after this, you know what happened.

Freezing Temperatures

Dear blog,

It feels so cold. And it's not just because of the approaching winter and rain pouring down these past few days. I don't know, it might be just me but Tata's seems so cold towards me right now. Do I have a right to even complain? We're still technically not together, so I don't know. Anyway, I just feel that the texts have been so formal, and all the spontaneity has just disappeared.

I went to her place this past Saturday. She was quiet and aloof most of the time. I felt really weird and kind of out of place. But that all changed after a few games of Mod Nation Racers. I saw the old Tata come back. The fun-loving, clingy, exciting Tata. I miss her already.

Oh well, I guess this is just a guy in denial rambling on and on. Forgive me.

-Tonio

P.S. I love you Tata.

Frozen Timer

Dear Blog,

We decided to take some time off for now. I hope our time spent apart will indeed help us grow and mature so that we can be better.

Dear Tata,

I love you. I still want to be with you. I'm still here if you need me.

Fleeing Together

Hello APRIL,

This is a month of promises. We're pushing the big seven, and as undutiful I am in my updates with this blog. I feel a blip coming on. You know blips. Those moments when the balloon just loses air and goes bliiiiiiiiiiiip. Or is it bloooop.

Anyway, I'm waiting for something to happen and I don't know what it is. I'm growing restless and I wish I could tell you what I want to happen so you'll do it and we'll be ok. Except, I don't know what it is and I can't tell you something I don't know.

 A few months ago. :"> Even though I ripple our relationship with my weirdness, certain moments just make it better. I'm waiting for something to happen, but I don't know what it is yet.

Lost,

Tata

P.S. Don't you find it weird replacing the vowel of lost produces different meanings. Last = Behind, Lest = To avoid, List = A series of words, Lost = Wandering without direction, Lust = Well you know.

So random. :O

Feeling Touched

Hello blog,

Tonio doesn’t like you. :(

Boo, so the second of March brings good news. First we are fat, oh joy! Next I’ve seen Tonio more times these weeks as compared to before. So super yay! (Tonio - Super yay din kasi din a niya ako aawayin!) However the most celebrated news is that his road to jobhood is finally moving towards a more exciting path.

Recapping February might be a hard one for me, but I shall try.

The last day of February was the first day of uni. Agitation sort of came in during the weekend making a not so good addition to the “getting angry for the smallest things” weekends I’ve been having.

I might have to cheat this one out and just wish I get to this on the next blog post coming soon because I'm going to be preparing for bed. Ok? :)

See ya soon.

I love you Tonio!

Love,
Tata

Frightened, Tense

Dear blog,

I don't know why I'm even posting right now. I'm just so tense and scared and afraid and restless. I messed up. I don't know what's going to happen next. I just hope and wish that we can set things right. Wish us luck.

Still trying to reach out beyond infinity,
FT

Fearful Tourist

Hello blog,

You shouldn't be called beyond infinity, hahaha, perhaps you should be referred to as beyond August but maybe until January. :)) Joke. I shall work hard to keep you alive and make us remember, do not fret.

The slow posts are just signs of lack of intellectual thoughts though, don't worry. I'm still hoping you will be filled with lots of memories which shall be made when we make them.

Until my next experience,
Tata