Frozen Timer

Dear Blog,

We decided to take some time off for now. I hope our time spent apart will indeed help us grow and mature so that we can be better.

Dear Tata,

I love you. I still want to be with you. I'm still here if you need me.

Fleeing Together

Hello APRIL,

This is a month of promises. We're pushing the big seven, and as undutiful I am in my updates with this blog. I feel a blip coming on. You know blips. Those moments when the balloon just loses air and goes bliiiiiiiiiiiip. Or is it bloooop.

Anyway, I'm waiting for something to happen and I don't know what it is. I'm growing restless and I wish I could tell you what I want to happen so you'll do it and we'll be ok. Except, I don't know what it is and I can't tell you something I don't know.

 A few months ago. :"> Even though I ripple our relationship with my weirdness, certain moments just make it better. I'm waiting for something to happen, but I don't know what it is yet.

Lost,

Tata

P.S. Don't you find it weird replacing the vowel of lost produces different meanings. Last = Behind, Lest = To avoid, List = A series of words, Lost = Wandering without direction, Lust = Well you know.

So random. :O

Feeling Touched

Hello blog,

Tonio doesn’t like you. :(

Boo, so the second of March brings good news. First we are fat, oh joy! Next I’ve seen Tonio more times these weeks as compared to before. So super yay! (Tonio - Super yay din kasi din a niya ako aawayin!) However the most celebrated news is that his road to jobhood is finally moving towards a more exciting path.

Recapping February might be a hard one for me, but I shall try.

The last day of February was the first day of uni. Agitation sort of came in during the weekend making a not so good addition to the “getting angry for the smallest things” weekends I’ve been having.

I might have to cheat this one out and just wish I get to this on the next blog post coming soon because I'm going to be preparing for bed. Ok? :)

See ya soon.

I love you Tonio!

Love,
Tata

Frightened, Tense

Dear blog,

I don't know why I'm even posting right now. I'm just so tense and scared and afraid and restless. I messed up. I don't know what's going to happen next. I just hope and wish that we can set things right. Wish us luck.

Still trying to reach out beyond infinity,
FT

Fearful Tourist

Hello blog,

You shouldn't be called beyond infinity, hahaha, perhaps you should be referred to as beyond August but maybe until January. :)) Joke. I shall work hard to keep you alive and make us remember, do not fret.

The slow posts are just signs of lack of intellectual thoughts though, don't worry. I'm still hoping you will be filled with lots of memories which shall be made when we make them.

Until my next experience,
Tata

Flower Tower

Dear Love,

Welcome back! Haha, that might have been a week too late, but still I'm happy that you're back. Despite all the trouble I've been giving you (like getting mad at you for the most unreasonable thing), I'm happy you're here.

While January if quickly fleeting by, I want to make some changes in myself. I want to try to be a little less clingy and a little less over the top. If I am I mean, not that I mean to be. OH damn. Haha, even while writing I babble. Anyway, I want to try and make these goals work and in order for them to work I have to make some changes. I'll baby step myself into something that I want to become.

I know I'm overly dramatic, so maybe I should be a little less dramatic. On the other hand, if it's something I'm really comfortable with, then I really can't expect to just change over night. Everything is going to be a process.

So on to processing everything! Haha, I love you! HAPPY NEW YEAR TO US! :)

Love,
Tata

Happy Birthday!

Happy Happy Happy Happy Birthdaaaaaay!

You're 21 now! Tanda mo na! :p

I hope you have fun today! Just a few days left to go love, I'll see you again. :">