Tuesday, November 30, 2010
Day 1
Woah, jetlag much? I woke up after only 2 hours of sleep. The sound of the tricycles and some weird dance songs playing in the plaza woke me up. Today was a food day. I ate bibingka, suman, sinigang, okoy and maybe more. We went to the grocery as well. Shocking prices, I tell you. I bought new slippers as well! Woohoo. We also got our luggage back! Yey! I'm pretty tired. I've also started to text my friends so that we can meet up. Kinda excited. I hope I get to talk to you tomorrow when I go online. I miss you. I'm staying in a big, dark and lonely room but I've got lots of space for you on my bed. Tabi tayo?
Monday, November 29, 2010
Day 0 - Philippines
Flight day. Plane left at around 1:30pm NZT and was set to arrive in Brunei at around 11pm NZT. The food provided on the plane was surprisingly okay, but that didn't take away the pain my butt was feeling just sitting for around 9 hours. I tried texting you when we got to Brunei but Vodafone didn't have coverage so we had to buy stuff from Coffee Bean to get the key for their WiFi so we could all say that we were in Brunei already. After almost 3 hours playing Pusoy Dos, we finally got to board our plane home. We couldn't get over the hot and humid temperature once we got down. We headed over to the baggage claim area only to find out that they LEFT OUR BAGS IN BRUNEI. Maybe a third of us passengers were affected, Angelo and Pin included. We arrived at around 4:30am NZT but we got out of the airport at around 6:40am NZT. I found it difficult to breathe at first. Funny, that's what I was complaining about NZ when we first came here as well. We went to Jollibee and were pretty shocked by the prices. 1pc Burger Steak is now P55 and 2pc is now P75. Only about a P15 increase since the last time I got one. But the most shocking price was that the 2pc Chickenjoy, which used to be around P85, is now P130! WHAT. THE. HECK. ANG MAHAL. We got home at around 8am NZT and I slept at around 8:30am NZT.
Tuesday, November 16, 2010
Freely Talk
Talk to me. Communication is key. I've told you before, if you have something to say, say it to me. I'm not a mind reader. I'm not that good at reading people. If I've done something wrong, tell me. Please? I want to be a better boyfriend. I want to make you happy. I want US to be happy. I think I've said that plenty of times already. Don't keep things to yourself. Tell me, and we'll find a way to make things work.
I like you. I NEED YOU. I LOVE YOU.
I like you. I NEED YOU. I LOVE YOU.
Wednesday, November 3, 2010
Finding Trouble
Dear Tonio,
I wish I wrote more last month. Looking back, it seems that motivation has slowly left me ever since I showed it to you. Perhaps in the beginning I was more engaged in writing because I wanted to make you remember instead of my ideal reason of me being able to remember. But now, all I want is to remember and the words I wanted to see weren't written.
I guess I want reassurance and words in this blog would reassure me of us. The existence of us and that the longevity of our relationship wouldn't be measured. Do you think as our relationship grows older, we've changed? Sometimes I wish you would answer my questions. So I know that you actually read the posts. I know you read them, but I don't know when you read them and whether the feelings I have on these blog posts is still the same when you do get the time to do so. I'm not saying check this everyday, because to be honest I don't check everyday, but knowing that you know this and everything I type is potentially information you'd be getting, I'm consciously writing for you.
I don't even know why I did this, our relationship is not very complicated. I'm not sure if we're the couple who's going with the flow or we're the couple who's really serious about the whole relationship thing. I'm a bit concerned about our future, whatever it may be. I'm not expecting anything, but I don't want to start thinking about things.
Despite all of my buts and drama, I really want something simple. Loving you could be very simple. However, my nature seems to be causing all the complications we have. I mean look at me, I'm writing recklessly without knowing where this is going. I'm demanding and full of drama. I made a blog to pseudo document our relationship, I have this feeling it's bordering creepy.
I could just email you everything. I could make it easier for the both of us. You could reply in an email, but perhaps it's not the conversation I'm after. It's actually the things I couldn't tell you. The way I see what's happening to us while we try and grow as a couple.
For all I know, October could've been the best month of our relationship. I should write more. Maybe then this blog can be useful. Do you really feel my love?
Yours,
Tata
P.S. I love you.
I wish I wrote more last month. Looking back, it seems that motivation has slowly left me ever since I showed it to you. Perhaps in the beginning I was more engaged in writing because I wanted to make you remember instead of my ideal reason of me being able to remember. But now, all I want is to remember and the words I wanted to see weren't written.
I guess I want reassurance and words in this blog would reassure me of us. The existence of us and that the longevity of our relationship wouldn't be measured. Do you think as our relationship grows older, we've changed? Sometimes I wish you would answer my questions. So I know that you actually read the posts. I know you read them, but I don't know when you read them and whether the feelings I have on these blog posts is still the same when you do get the time to do so. I'm not saying check this everyday, because to be honest I don't check everyday, but knowing that you know this and everything I type is potentially information you'd be getting, I'm consciously writing for you.
I don't even know why I did this, our relationship is not very complicated. I'm not sure if we're the couple who's going with the flow or we're the couple who's really serious about the whole relationship thing. I'm a bit concerned about our future, whatever it may be. I'm not expecting anything, but I don't want to start thinking about things.
Despite all of my buts and drama, I really want something simple. Loving you could be very simple. However, my nature seems to be causing all the complications we have. I mean look at me, I'm writing recklessly without knowing where this is going. I'm demanding and full of drama. I made a blog to pseudo document our relationship, I have this feeling it's bordering creepy.
I could just email you everything. I could make it easier for the both of us. You could reply in an email, but perhaps it's not the conversation I'm after. It's actually the things I couldn't tell you. The way I see what's happening to us while we try and grow as a couple.
For all I know, October could've been the best month of our relationship. I should write more. Maybe then this blog can be useful. Do you really feel my love?
Yours,
Tata
P.S. I love you.
Sunday, October 17, 2010
Familiar Treats
Dear love,
I'm the crazy girl who's still up doing nothing productive when I'm supposed to be doing something really important or maybe sleeping because we might be going to church really early and lack of sleep isn't very good and that might be a bad way to start my day.
That was the worst running sentence I've ever made. Without commas and all those jazzy punctuations too! Phew!
So love, it has been more than half a month since my last post. Talk about procrastination! Sheesh! Let me tell you something about October. It's a very hectic month. Everything is due on October, oh dameet! :}
If I can pull back some memories, October 1 was a Friday. I didn't pull that from my memory though, I got that from the calendar. Ok, ok, let me think October 1 was a Friday. Hmm... Oh, it was the week where I was sort of out of it. I didn't go to uni that day. I was really just sulking away at home. I didn't see you though, which meant I didn't see you for the following three days. :(
Saturday was the burial and then Sunday was just staying at home. When I came to uni on Monday, Andrea and I had this huge emotional session instead of going to our Marketing lecture. I remember I was pretty broke that day. :)) Broke and emotionally drained because of our talk. Hahahaha.
Anyway, Tuesday was our 2nd month. :"> We went to Mt. Eden. Haha, subway and more.
Moving on, the next few days were spent working on different projects? And staying at home to take care of Vincent. The first few weeks of October have been really hectic. Let's see, Thursday the 7th we went home together, you were a bit sick though. :(
Mondays are becoming boo days, I never get to see you on a Monday. :(
Tuesday, instead of going early to uni, I met up with you instead. Haha, you were rushing me the whole day! I was late for class. ARGH. :))
Now the next day, I was feeling so bad I had to stay home. Gosh love you made me sick. :O
Thursday, I had my last lecture with Koro, I was feeling really sick and then this was the day I didn't see you at all. Oh dear, bad vibes.
And then October 15, which was last Friday, we stayed in the city until 10:30. Haha, we were supposed to leave at 9:30 but we ended up leaving an hour later because you wanted to be with me for much longer. HAHAHAHA, come on, don't deny it.
I got distracted writing this by watching old Rico Yan videos. Haha, anyway I love you BABY!
:)
Mwah!
Yours,
Tata
P.S. I can't wait to see you love.
I'm the crazy girl who's still up doing nothing productive when I'm supposed to be doing something really important or maybe sleeping because we might be going to church really early and lack of sleep isn't very good and that might be a bad way to start my day.
That was the worst running sentence I've ever made. Without commas and all those jazzy punctuations too! Phew!
So love, it has been more than half a month since my last post. Talk about procrastination! Sheesh! Let me tell you something about October. It's a very hectic month. Everything is due on October, oh dameet! :}
If I can pull back some memories, October 1 was a Friday. I didn't pull that from my memory though, I got that from the calendar. Ok, ok, let me think October 1 was a Friday. Hmm... Oh, it was the week where I was sort of out of it. I didn't go to uni that day. I was really just sulking away at home. I didn't see you though, which meant I didn't see you for the following three days. :(
Saturday was the burial and then Sunday was just staying at home. When I came to uni on Monday, Andrea and I had this huge emotional session instead of going to our Marketing lecture. I remember I was pretty broke that day. :)) Broke and emotionally drained because of our talk. Hahahaha.
Anyway, Tuesday was our 2nd month. :"> We went to Mt. Eden. Haha, subway and more.
Moving on, the next few days were spent working on different projects? And staying at home to take care of Vincent. The first few weeks of October have been really hectic. Let's see, Thursday the 7th we went home together, you were a bit sick though. :(
Mondays are becoming boo days, I never get to see you on a Monday. :(
Tuesday, instead of going early to uni, I met up with you instead. Haha, you were rushing me the whole day! I was late for class. ARGH. :))
Now the next day, I was feeling so bad I had to stay home. Gosh love you made me sick. :O
Thursday, I had my last lecture with Koro, I was feeling really sick and then this was the day I didn't see you at all. Oh dear, bad vibes.
And then October 15, which was last Friday, we stayed in the city until 10:30. Haha, we were supposed to leave at 9:30 but we ended up leaving an hour later because you wanted to be with me for much longer. HAHAHAHA, come on, don't deny it.
I got distracted writing this by watching old Rico Yan videos. Haha, anyway I love you BABY!
:)
Mwah!
Yours,
Tata
P.S. I can't wait to see you love.
Sunday, October 3, 2010
FT Texts
Love,
This is just proof that texting makes you fall asleep. Which is good in a way because you get your rest. :p
I hope you're okay. I really wanted to see you today. I'll be seeing you on Tuesday though. :)
Yours,
Love
P.S. Looking forward to the next kidnapping. ;) Do you want some Chocolate Syrup? :)
This is just proof that texting makes you fall asleep. Which is good in a way because you get your rest. :p
I hope you're okay. I really wanted to see you today. I'll be seeing you on Tuesday though. :)
Yours,
Love
P.S. Looking forward to the next kidnapping. ;) Do you want some Chocolate Syrup? :)
Saturday, October 2, 2010
Finish Today
Recapping everything that happened last September. You fool! Such a procrastinator.
Dear Toh-nee-oh,
Last September was the second month of our relationship. *GASP* And it was so poorly documented that here is my attempt at letting us remember all the ups and downs of the month.
September 1, Wednesday, this was interesting, do you remember? We stayed at home. :) Pistachio ice cream FTW.
September 2, Thursday, no Thursdate. Hahaha, Sad.
September 3, Movie? Train? Your house. Hahaha!
September 4 & September 5, Weekends without you. :( But then the fifth was our monthsary! Happy! :">
September 6, Monday, Morning date ++;
September 7, Tuesday, No you and me, together. :(
September 8, Wednesday, Bbq! Good friends, good food, waiting for everyone to come. Going in and out! Madness!
September 9, Thursday, HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! Do you remember love?
September 10, Friday, Love your possums, your DEAD possums, they just don't exist ok?
September 11 & September 12, torture weekends, doing OPS? MKTG? Some sort of assignment.
Dear Toh-nee-oh,
Last September was the second month of our relationship. *GASP* And it was so poorly documented that here is my attempt at letting us remember all the ups and downs of the month.
September 1, Wednesday, this was interesting, do you remember? We stayed at home. :) Pistachio ice cream FTW.
September 2, Thursday, no Thursdate. Hahaha, Sad.
September 3, Movie? Train? Your house. Hahaha!
September 4 & September 5, Weekends without you. :( But then the fifth was our monthsary! Happy! :">
September 6, Monday, Morning date ++;
September 7, Tuesday, No you and me, together. :(
September 8, Wednesday, Bbq! Good friends, good food, waiting for everyone to come. Going in and out! Madness!
September 9, Thursday, HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! Do you remember love?
September 10, Friday, Love your possums, your DEAD possums, they just don't exist ok?
September 11 & September 12, torture weekends, doing OPS? MKTG? Some sort of assignment.
September 13, Monday, First day of uni. No uni for you. :))
September 14, Tuesday, No class for me, no class for you too. >:))
September 15, Wednesday, Void, what happened? :|
September 16, Thursday, Drama! >:D<
September 17, Friday, Did we have our first fight yesterday? Was it a fight?
September 18 & September 19, First weekend together in the month! :">
Note: Our calendar is empty! Boo! How am I supposed to finish this?
September 20, Monday, No classes for you again! Oh boo!
September 21, Tuesday, I didn't go to class! RAWR, why?
September 22, Wednesday, Test in INFO. Hahahaha! Didn't study. Thank you for waiting for me.
September 23, Thursday, I have one class, which I attended, woot for me! Then...
September 24, Friday, Acoustic night. *CLAP CLAP*
September 25 & September 26, Weekends chill.
September 27, Monday, Hulu Cat without you! :(
September 28, Tuesday, Desperately trying to finish Ops, spent the morning with you. :D Surprised you with a date. Woke you up too early? Was in your class but wasn't in mine. :))
September 29, Wednesday, Tiring day. :|
September 30, Thursday, I didn't go to uni today, I robbed you of precious hours you could've spent writing your essay. But, I was really happy you were here, with me. I love you.
Love,
Tata
P.S. I want to be with you.
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