Feeling Tired

Love,

I wasn't able to update this in such a long time, it makes me sad. What if I forget everything we did? How else will I remember?

:(

Yours,
Tata

For The

Love of Tata

Hello boyfriend,

I wanted to do some posts about the great weeks that passed by, but it seems like I could never find the time to do it. Funny enough, I'm doing this a couple of minutes before my test. That's weirdness for you. Haha, anyway, I'm going to try and update this this week. I was thinking of doing three seperate posts for each week and then do posts for the individual days that I really really have a lot to say about. MWAHAHAHAHA.

Love,
Tata

P.S. I love you

Forgive Tonio

Dear FT,

I'm really sorry for what just happened. Too much drama I guess. I wanted to talk to you tonight because we didn't get to spend much time together but you didn't reply so I thought you were sleeping but then I found out on Facebook that you were awake the whole time and then you replied and then drama drama drama. I'm really sorry. I'm going to try and sleep in a bit, but I don't think I'll be able to sleep well tonight. I'm not really sure if you're not annoyed at me anymore, so I guess I'll find out tomorrow.

It's alright to be annoyed. It's alright to be angry, mad or sad. It's not going to be always super happy all the time. So please, if I did something stupid, be angry at me. Tell me I was being stupid. Tell me to stop it with the drama. Don't suppress those negative feelings. I've done you wrong before, but you just brushed it aside and acted almost like nothing happened. I guess it was "okay" back then because there was no "us" yet. But now, please, if you're angry with me, please be angry with me? Let it out.

Again, I'm sorry. Oo na, makulit na. Thanks for the card, and I also read the poem. I hope things get better when/if see each other tomorrow.

Love,
FT

P.S. I lesbians you. :*

Frumpy Table

Dear Boyfriend,

Look what I found in my bag.

It's OUR eclipse that I stole from you last Thursday? Friday? When was it? :)) We're having our break right now. Thanks for the update about Karyn. Stalker! Tsk!

I hope you have fun at home. Take care.

Yours,

Tata

P.S. I lesbians you! :*

Funny Thinking

As I'm typing this, my clock says it's 3:42am. I don't have a reason why I'm still up at this weird time of night other than waiting for you to finish your essay. I have a feeling that I should be doing something, but I can't seem to remember so I'm at a loss of what to do. Look, I even drew a picture of you!

The more I think about it, the less waiting for you makes sense. It's not like I'm helping you with your essay anyway. And it's not like staying awake and waiting for you would have an impact on what you're doing. Hmmm... I don't know. I just want to stay up because you're still up. It's hard to explain really. And no, I don't do this usually.

Maybe it's because I like you. A lot. Or because I lesbian you. Oops, I meant lesbianS. Or maybe even that OTHER L WORD. :O

It's Monday! I get to see you again tomorrow. Hurray!

Yours,
Tonio

Filmed Together

I've said this before and I'll say it again, I still don't get why we take a bajillion pictures every time we're together. Maybe it's a thing for you girls. I don't know, but I'm not complaining. It's fun looking at our photos together. :)

You used to stop me whenever I was trying to take photos of the times when we were together. You used to dislike having "evidence", but look now! BOOM!

Two hands together. Yours and mine. No, wait... OURS. I was sure that there could be something once we started holding hands. And look at us now, isn't this something? :p

I want to hold your hand. Will you hold mine? I won't let go. I promise.

<3s,
Tonio

Flying Twigs

Dear Lesbians,

Our monthsary celebration last Monday was interesting. A lot of things happened that I don't even know what to write. It brought a lot of things to me and now I've come to realize a lot of things.

Last Wednesday was the BBQ. It was great hanging out with friends and being with you. It was sad that you had to leave quite early on, but its was good that I still get to be with you.

Today, we saw each other again. Being with you is simply... addicting.

Tomorrow is another day with you, how am I supposed to spend the next three days after that? Let's see what'll happen.

Write back again on the weekend!

Yours,
Tata

P.S. I lesbians you. :">

"Obsession is a young man's game, and my only excuse is that I never grow old" - Michael Caine