Feeling Touched

Hello blog,

Tonio doesn’t like you. :(

Boo, so the second of March brings good news. First we are fat, oh joy! Next I’ve seen Tonio more times these weeks as compared to before. So super yay! (Tonio - Super yay din kasi din a niya ako aawayin!) However the most celebrated news is that his road to jobhood is finally moving towards a more exciting path.

Recapping February might be a hard one for me, but I shall try.

The last day of February was the first day of uni. Agitation sort of came in during the weekend making a not so good addition to the “getting angry for the smallest things” weekends I’ve been having.

I might have to cheat this one out and just wish I get to this on the next blog post coming soon because I'm going to be preparing for bed. Ok? :)

See ya soon.

I love you Tonio!

Love,
Tata

Frightened, Tense

Dear blog,

I don't know why I'm even posting right now. I'm just so tense and scared and afraid and restless. I messed up. I don't know what's going to happen next. I just hope and wish that we can set things right. Wish us luck.

Still trying to reach out beyond infinity,
FT

Fearful Tourist

Hello blog,

You shouldn't be called beyond infinity, hahaha, perhaps you should be referred to as beyond August but maybe until January. :)) Joke. I shall work hard to keep you alive and make us remember, do not fret.

The slow posts are just signs of lack of intellectual thoughts though, don't worry. I'm still hoping you will be filled with lots of memories which shall be made when we make them.

Until my next experience,
Tata

Flower Tower

Dear Love,

Welcome back! Haha, that might have been a week too late, but still I'm happy that you're back. Despite all the trouble I've been giving you (like getting mad at you for the most unreasonable thing), I'm happy you're here.

While January if quickly fleeting by, I want to make some changes in myself. I want to try to be a little less clingy and a little less over the top. If I am I mean, not that I mean to be. OH damn. Haha, even while writing I babble. Anyway, I want to try and make these goals work and in order for them to work I have to make some changes. I'll baby step myself into something that I want to become.

I know I'm overly dramatic, so maybe I should be a little less dramatic. On the other hand, if it's something I'm really comfortable with, then I really can't expect to just change over night. Everything is going to be a process.

So on to processing everything! Haha, I love you! HAPPY NEW YEAR TO US! :)

Love,
Tata

Happy Birthday!

Happy Happy Happy Happy Birthdaaaaaay!

You're 21 now! Tanda mo na! :p

I hope you have fun today! Just a few days left to go love, I'll see you again. :">

Freakin' Tired

Dearest Tata,

It's 4am here. I just got back from dinner with my HS batchmates. It was fun hanging out with them. Brings back old memories. It's nice to know that I'm still a part of their world. But at the end of the day, I walk alone. That's when I realized that the only time that I'm truly not alone is when I'm with you. 10 days to go love. Almost there.

5 months on Tata. :)

I miss you and I love you. See you soon.

-Tonio

Fortune Tortured

Dear Love,

This is the first day of the year. A year filled with the promise of infinite opportunities. If I think about the what might be's for this year, my heart is filled with so much hope that it can be a better year.

However, I can never forget the things which happened this year.

I'm thankful for all the good friends I was able to make and sad for the people I lost. I think this year my heart if it exists or not, if it's with me or you stole it, experienced something very unique. I was both happy and sad in moments unexpected and times I thought would be impossible.

2010 was a whirlwind of things that I didn't really know I wanted. I didn't know I want you, but now I love you. So therefore you're the one I never knew I wanted. ;)

Happy New Year!

Love,

Tata

P.S. I miss you so much